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i much prefer letting bands think for me when i can afford it.. laaa just drifting around rocking back and forth soaring up and down bouncing all over depending on the song, trying to type at such a rate so that keystorkes equal beats in the drumming.. that explains the first line by the way. Damn it's really difficult to think in blog-compatible format right now.. i'm following the strains of Boxcar Racer; thinking and feeling just as validly as if i were voicing thoughts, but doing so in a way that is emphasized by crescendos instead of punctuation, becomes more passionate with changes of tempo rather than stronger language.. i think it works just as well. MAybe that's why music is so calming, people listen to it and talk through all their problems without any of the roadblocks of a limited vocabulary or worrying about syntax. It flows more easily... it's like pouring out all your thoughts to your best friend and you don't even know it because you haven't been taught to recognize this language as much. I love this.. it makes posting much easier although i'm not really saying anything. Yes i'm keeping all the thits of the keyboard in time with the song which means i'm improving and not really planning what to say before i say it resulting in drivel for the most part. hiotting periods or commas seem to slow the flow of my typing even though it's not really, just the flow of your reading. Ha, since you have to slow down when i hit commas and i don't, i might be way ahead of you by now. Maybe i'm done typing and you're still way up there. Such power. Another thing, have you ever slept over at someone's house or just fallen asleep within sight of someone? You don't notice being asleep really, you go from trying to fall asleep to waking up. And i wonder, is someone who fell asleep before me already into tomorrow? Are they eating breakfast while i'm here trying to wind down? Dammit i'm so behind! Gotta catch up! Well hell i'd fall asleep a lot easier if i didn't wonder what that person was doing right now. Look at you and your smug little sleep-grin. Think you're better than me just because you're ahead of me in time, well i hope the house cathces fire and you almost ger hurt while you're over there in tomorrow and i'm safely on this side of not there yet. Take that, punk.
This is fantastic, i'm at a sort of halfway point between English and Mental and everything is flowing nicely, my gosh this is like flying. In the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Maestro Adams writes that the ability to fly is less of a skill than a knack, and what you must do is throw yourself at the ground fully expecting to zoom away, and then get distracted just before your collision. Thus, you miss the ground and soar. When i post i need to type with the intention that it will be marvellous and i will have to concentrate all my thought into maintaining the high standards of eloquence i expect of a work i'm satisfied with, and then turn on some music and distract myself. I used to find it much easier to do math homework while listening to Godsmack, and i'd do English papers to System of a Down. I have a feeling the very angry creepy screaming psychosis of S.O.A.D. infused a bit more of an edge into those english papers, which would be mistaken for a higher level of passion by the teacher grading it. I'd get better scores that way. Out.