Automatically Inhibiting Mentality

I just realized today that i've stopped thinking. I worry about grades, my schedule for next semester, and getting a house for next year, and my creative thought has shriveled up and died. Apparently my brain is content to soak up TV, and the only interaction i need is AIM. Cable and AIM. The Two Horsemen of the Collapse. I gotta start pondering and wondering again.. i shudder to think how many paper-worthy ideas have failed to come into being because i stopped allowing my mind to produce them. To be fair, i'm hideously sick right now and ahve been for a while, no doubt that has impeded the mental processes at least a little. Oh i liked that, just freewriting gets me back in the zone a little bit. I'd like to thank zac for waking me up, his blog updates are what drew my inaction to my attention. I'll try to get going again, i promise.